What "They" are Saying

Leave, leave, leave,
that is what the I in me says
when things get hard and heavy
leave leave leave
things are troubled
who needs this heavy?
Rise, rise, rise,
is what the I of wisdom and transcendence says
look to see, look to be, look to find all in thee
and as the war wages between the eyes
all i want to do is
cry, cry, cry,
for the pain is extraordinary
within my eyes
and all the hurt from all the lives
doesn't pass me by
put shows up to say hi
and all that comes about
is I can't do this, I can't do this, I can't do this
it is so hard, so hard, so hard
all that comes inside my brain are whispers of
no, no, no,
this is not how the show is supposed to go.
Life, life, life,
it is so strange strange strange
So much stuff against us
its no wonder we are deranged
In the midst of chaos
from seeing the light
and returning to the darkness
there is a shedding of light
not once here
but always there
for the torch to come through the light
so first it is told to me
to see the many I's in me
and with this I will see
Bringing light
into my dark sea.
Received by Stephanie Sarasvati 10/17/2011

Synopsis:
These are some of the many I's (personalities) that keep me away from remembering my self.  First I must see them, before anything else can occur.